Thursday, June 25, 2009
Tiring days recently. More and more case..............Dont even have time to day-dream awhile..July is reaching, kind of 期望 also scare 失望..About what's the tarot card say... Hahaha k kSome many idea running in my head now.Crystal neededacrylic neededMONEY needed (most impt thing)more deco neededHARD work neededLazyness GO AWAY !!!cannot be lazy as last time. =)And i realise i really love all my friends alot... =DSorry if i did neglect anyone or too fierce... haaaaaI tried so hard to sleep early leh... but guess dun work.T_____T;;;;
♥ the world will turn WILD.
1:12 AM
Monday, June 22, 2009
Was at home the WHOLE day today.Try not to sleep at Afternoon.... T___T;if not, night unable to sleep de.Missed Bike prac last week, keep forgetting to book.Sh*t lah, guess i will be back to the mini circle again.... Arg !!Surfin for nail's accessories...Dun dare to buy too much yet, scare the quality not good..
Got all the cute cake and donut!! *YUMMY*!Die lah... kind of over spend again.. T___T;So many thing i want to do..... and money is not enough.More Nails Appointment please.....Banners soon for friends to post at their blog.. HeeeeeWanted to do too many things... and Lazy most of the times..HAHAHAHA !! spending too much time THINKING liao lah.Zzzzzzzzzz
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:29 AM
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
i wan to be HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY ~and stop THINKING THINKING THINKING.. Everytime i start to think i tell myself "STOP IT.... ASSHOLE !!"Finally done my "a-play-zHe" with my boss. Stressed.More and more case... more and more stress... Cant even sleep properly at night.. was rolling on my bed till 4 am plus and im not asleep.im not thinking... just cant sleep.Nail Art Business is picking up! is time to buy more things... =D means... gonna spend more money.... T___T;;With Vpost, i can buy more Nice & sweet stuff from Japan site for my Nail Art. *CHEERS*Mon,tue & wed gonna stay back and work. no dance for me.So sad and sianz.... arg!So Many Class at Danz people that i wanted to Attend... OMG.
*i know.. im Random*
Gonna Tell myself 10 times.. "I LOVE MYSELF....!!!! 我是可爱的"
*pukes*
♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:04 PM
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Yesterday is DP's open house. didnt take much photo, cos i didnt bring cam alongQuite bored, walking around like a lost soul..and there's shadow keep following me............ People tight me with the shadow, push us off the shore together...the feeling isnt good at all..Everyone have found their belong, when i still feel so lost.is it my problem or what ? my looks again huh ? fierce huh.Bo pian one mahim so affected......I. (U___U) .I.I AM WHAT I AM !! Anyway .... i LOVE danZ people !!!
And YES ! im going PA on the 21st JUNE !!!!!!DANCE DANCE DANCE DANCE !!den i can save the pat's class lesson to attend other class.CONTEMP !! Confident Confident i wan to attend more class.. =D
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:26 PM
Friday, June 12, 2009
im very very very down..............somehow i wondering why am i alive.u all can say i emo again. but "it" came back to find me again.i dun know how to handle it now...... at this time.i agree i care about what people say about me. i do cares... whatever i know i fucking lousy.dance suck,pop suck, my character suck.i hate myself..... i hate my character.i know some people cannot tahan for what am i.i also wan live care-free.u think is nice to be "always like tat"........................... ?Some people are just dare to SAY me... COMMENT me alot.. and alot ppl like tat to do that.... and why ?im easier to bully or what ?Look weak ?
♥ the world will turn WILD.
1:52 AM
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Damn sianz.... it JUNE...another 6 month is 2010..everytime at this moment, is either i very high or very down de.i feeling down...think think think think...... i dun know wat the hell im thinking.Humans are like tat... when they have it, they will hiam.when they dun, they Kao pei.Sometime chance are hard to come by. Money are hard to earn.things now are getting more and more pretty and nice.. cannot control the spending power.Everyone getting old.i really very tired of thinking le... but i cant stop.this my habit.Some people can understand, some people cant...Have u ever taste before... when ur pocket have NO MONEY for transpot.No JOB.. and even ur parent dun have MONEY to lent u to take BUS/MRT for interview ?i have taste it before.... i dun blame my ex bf which is like 7yr ago.But i will remember him forever.i still dun take money the most important thing.i AGREE all the thing in Vics's entry about life."Money make the world goes around"i will be fine, No worries.... just very emo suddenly.Hope Kiru's will be Fine. F**k Her Company... Zhen-xi everyone around you, u will nv know when u will lost them.Dont make urself regret, even tho everyone have alot to regret esp. my age......
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:47 AM
