Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Kind of sianz actually.. maybe not use to the "not very busy" work..today is my 2nd day at U&I, sor nee is my sup. Nice girl !! =DHNW = High net work team total got 6 people plus me.Every time i receive a new app form, i always got shock by the Sum assured... today i saw US$30million..OMG dun know when i can earn or own this kind huge amount of money.keep on falling asleep while keying data and checking status..when i still at A&H , i always move around de. at U&I, 8 to 10 hours my butt stuck at chair de..Now i off work very on time, abit not use to it.. wanted to go DANZ ppl but didnt really dare to go aloneBeing emo quite offen, i need to change for my character. help ?keep on emo wont bring me far... and no confident in anything but dun talk about drawing manga.My aunt havent come to visit me.. wah! sianz..... its has been delay for around 3 weeks ?maybe due to the hot and irregular weather..Somehow i feel so useless about myself, why always think so much , worry so much...i should just do it, and stop thinking so much when thinking dun help at all.like scare ppl look down lah all this... but haiz wat to do.who i can blame, no one but myself.i dun know when i can have more confident... i know now is growing but slow.NEED TO PUSH MYSELF harder....Jialat i always got this kind of problem. Sick.Cant go for Popping & locking, Missing it.....................!!teachers day is coming, wanna perpare something for this few instructor.Patrick - Clare - Carol - Bryan - Xiao ke - Sheila - Michael - Zhang fan... still got who ? U__U;
♥ the world will turn WILD.
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