Sunday, August 31, 2008
i still feeling very emo.... .s.a.v.e. .m.e.i dun want this feeling to kill me.. or bringing me deeper down.and i realli hate this feeling.why am i thinking so much ?-My nail art course starting next week. Think will call them tomolo to ask them if can transfer friday class to Thur or Tue ?No longer can attend Sat dance class due to the course..the class on sat is 10am to 5pm..Sianz, cant dance for long hours anymore. love the tired and work out feeling.Hope my nail art course wont disappointed me, aint cheap.And YEAH !!!!! finally my nail course start !!!!!Keep ur finger crossing !!!! need to faster plan all the plan already...Having Weekend recently,Friday is Bryan's birthday..!! =DButterfactory are fun, the music is so nice also. Clubbing with dancemate is C.O.O.LYayi is realli got alot energy keep dancing on and on. Haa.. And the POPPERs is cool lor, dun know if u guys rememeber the 2 guy standing behind is like so Piss off. Haaa =XAnyway i found the photos we took that days. =D heez!
-i realli hope i can speak up more. =D
Kill my Shyness........ =D
Anyway Pls let me know if i dance badly or what ? i want to know myself better.. =D
♥ the world will turn WILD.
9:44 PM
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Kind of sianz actually.. maybe not use to the "not very busy" work..today is my 2nd day at U&I, sor nee is my sup. Nice girl !! =DHNW = High net work team total got 6 people plus me.Every time i receive a new app form, i always got shock by the Sum assured... today i saw US$30million..OMG dun know when i can earn or own this kind huge amount of money.keep on falling asleep while keying data and checking status..when i still at A&H , i always move around de. at U&I, 8 to 10 hours my butt stuck at chair de..Now i off work very on time, abit not use to it.. wanted to go DANZ ppl but didnt really dare to go aloneBeing emo quite offen, i need to change for my character. help ?keep on emo wont bring me far... and no confident in anything but dun talk about drawing manga.My aunt havent come to visit me.. wah! sianz..... its has been delay for around 3 weeks ?maybe due to the hot and irregular weather..Somehow i feel so useless about myself, why always think so much , worry so much...i should just do it, and stop thinking so much when thinking dun help at all.like scare ppl look down lah all this... but haiz wat to do.who i can blame, no one but myself.i dun know when i can have more confident... i know now is growing but slow.NEED TO PUSH MYSELF harder....Jialat i always got this kind of problem. Sick.Cant go for Popping & locking, Missing it.....................!!teachers day is coming, wanna perpare something for this few instructor.Patrick - Clare - Carol - Bryan - Xiao ke - Sheila - Michael - Zhang fan... still got who ? U__U;
♥ the world will turn WILD.
9:49 PM
Sunday, August 3, 2008
In the end, i stay @ AIA....The bonus & increment is too temping..Just got promote in my Dept & transfering to U&I (life) at 18 Aug.TODAY i just got my Bonus, and went to town for Shopping.bought 1 Nike top, Kose Black Mash & a super ex Watcha Designer watch - Marc by Marc Jacobs. Was thinking if i should actually use the money for more dancing Cloth & office wear.But the watch is realli nice & unique.Join Locking Course stage 1, Miss one lesson. T__T.. they forget to info me. the course got alot Good locker, e.g limin, Lorette, Yun ning, jer hsuan & another 4 guys..Time & days is Passing super FAST now. wondering if is it cos of my age.Keep the fire burning when u still have the chance.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
1:39 AM
