Thursday, January 31, 2008

Today im quite sad....
He just left something at my door step... all the new yr goodies....
ALOT of them.. Bao yu lah all this...

Why must wait until now den treat me and my family well, when i already make up my mind.
no turning back..

From the first day we are together suppose to treat each other good and well...
and not wait until there's something happen den regret for not treating or giving the person u love the best.
When one day u realise tat she or he is full of disappointment or leave u..
den u regret for not giving the best... but to urself.

i feel bad some how.....

wat i can do is hide in the toilet and cry.
Bear with me awhile... i will be fine.

Suddenly feel tat i still live in the box, i still living inside ppl's shadows.
I MUST step out, and dance all i wan.
I need to stop my nervous and save myself for not killing myself on the stage

♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:06 AM

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Finally, i have Break-up with him... but i realli feel bad & sad about it.
cos now he having hard time.. i ask him if he is ok? he say he can take it de.
somehow i worry for him, and start feeling real bad.

I dun know if i should give him one more chance or just let go.

I think my aunt is coming, So sianz and depress now.
Nowaday very tired, Cos was practicing dance for this coming sunday's pref.
but i cant realli catch the step...
and i realli SUPER dislike 1030 (if u know is who).
i cant realli stand her, heng tat i didnt agree to group with her.

Realli proud... act like she very good ? Pls......
Have talent pls treasure it and not to show off..

Xk have place me infront of her, and her face abit black..
can see she not very happy... den keep suaning..
ask me dun do wrong... *Feel like PINCHING her*

Very tied liao....

♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:30 AM

Thursday, January 24, 2008

So tired, Have a good Cry in the Office with all the goods fren came and Comfort me.
I think i love fren more den Boyfriends.
He told me, he might need to go jail cos the group tat he have lent te ATM Account to, is for them "Wash Black Money"... the Runner kanna caught liao.
He and his fren has being Call up from CID,must report To the Police station @ Outram (the very big one near MRT) by 1030 if not, CID will go their house and pick them up.
he say the sentance is quite serious for the runner - Fine 20k And jail for 2 yr.
He and his fren might kanna around the same sentance but maybe lighter....
Hopefully he just need to Gve Fines... cos if realli jail.. I think his future will be quite diffcults..
And he keep saing i dun understand his feeling.... I realli tired for this kind of things.....

♥ the world will turn WILD.
9:36 PM

I HATE MY BOYFRIEND...
realli hate him !!!!!!

i already tell him dun do tat liao.. why he dun listen to me?
He will kanna Fine frm 5K to 10K !!!!!! MONEY AGAIN....
where to get for him ? or i should be CRUEL !!??
I think i do bring BF bad luck... very sianz... messy thinking, messy moods...
i have 3 bf before got 2 (plus Alan) kanna police case...

I think im just a lousy person....... so sianz.

save me.

♥ the world will turn WILD.
1:27 AM

Monday, January 14, 2008

I found that my life is so so so boring de........
Was so bored until tat im reading at my odl entry....
EEEEEeeeeeeeee............. everytime saying the same thing..
My blog is so "Un-interesting"..

Today is my LUCKY day, i receive a call from Joey from MF..asking me to help them pref @ Jurong for some events.
3 combined MV song. ^^;;;; 3 of Feb..

Maybe when im more confident my blog will be nicer to read bah...

Cheers

♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:23 PM

Sunday, January 6, 2008

erm...... was back to A&J for pat's class....
I reach China town point around 450, I saw pat (HAHAHA) walking around & i deicded to Call him...
So he asked me where im i going, i told him i wanted to go mac to buy some food to eat....
"So qiao" tat he say he wanted to eat something also.. T__T;;;;
I was so ji Zhang i called meh to Faster come... hahaha cos i realli dun know wat to talk to him.. (any topic can trigger him de)
We sit and chat... I start to chat with him about code edge, He told me tat the scholar-ship which 2DXL give is not tat good... Cos at there the class is US10 per lesson onli.
The flight, Food And everything is pay by winner.
So wat tat u got the scholar-ship, u still need to find the money for the flight.
And pat was not realli happy about how they judey, first actually there's 3 champ So they decide to let La fuse win.
Pat say can realli see tat they any how give ppl win de, The mark they give is all around 95 <
Is it realli so good ?.....
And the last word tat they say abit "suay".... they say things like "In US ppl say spore dance market no use,Who say Singapore Dance market cannot make it, I think they can make money".. Something like for show onli.
its realli a nice chat with him, he open a new studio with sheena.. location is at Cuppage Buliding #4-00 (DANZ People).

In the class, Hahaha quite alot ppl... Susprising there's so much ppl... O_O
Something weird happen.... Pat onli say this girl and she start crying... Throwing her phone & Caps. O___O;;;
We are all so shock! And pat onli tell her Must close her hand... Pat start scolding her when she repeat the mistake the 3rd time. =X She cry so loudly... ^^;;;;;

Hahahahaha ~ >____<;;;; Stub.

♥ the world will turn WILD.
2:49 AM

Thursday, January 3, 2008

http://www.anjcreative.com.sg/vgallery.php?cat=Solo+Dance&header=Hip+Hop
HEY !! FOLKS.... See wat i found at A&J's Video Gallery....
Its US.... Tat's very long ago ...
I still with black hait.. and so.... MAN !!! Hahahaa
I think is 2006 bah... if i can rememeber........

♥ the world will turn WILD.
1:00 PM

So fast.. 2008 have finally strike ~
Im going to 24? very fast reaching 30 liao........ *cough*
I got so many thing to do and have SO MANY goal...!!!
Hopefully i can have them all come true..... Of cos not just pray and hope lah
Must reali save money and work realli hard towards it...

Firstly, must start my Nail art Course... Haiz
maybe i worry too much, i scare i waste money on tat course... T__T;;;
i Have start to Save money,And hopefully there's nothing happen (money issue).
So i can start the class sucessfully Around feb!

Dance realli need to work Hard on it !!
Decided to Join BACK patrick class @ A&J... 530-630pm!
Must realli chiong liao....
Sw's limited Package from 140 to 150 !!! MUST fully use tat CARD liao !
I almost 2weeks didnt go Sw le... Was so busy at works... U_U

On 29 Dec' 07 D'CockSter Chalet.. HAHAHA
OUR Group Photo... Some of them look the same as last time...The way THEY talk still very cock!
HAHAHA realli enjoy this chalet...Miss them so much.