Saturday, August 4, 2007
This few week didnt update blog, Its a tired month for me.. Me & alan got alot of problems, i cannot tahan him anymore i think..Now he own alot ppl money, His fren Cum his aunt = around 3kAnd the yamaha have called him that his R6 ok le and the bills is 1.5k. In the first he shouldnt borrow money from people,once the money on his hand,its gone..Now he dun have any cash to pay for his bill...... i needa help him again ?i have lent him too much money... borrow until i sianz liao. Finally on the wed i cannot tahan him anymore, i have ask for a break up... (i feel so nasty of myself.)But he promise me that he realli regret everything tat he done, he will treat me better in the future..i dun know i can believe mah, now i giving him chance.. The feeling for him is not so deep le..Sometime i feel like breaking up cos we been together for 2yr, and we been thur thin & thick......He's a good bf, whenever something happen he think of me first but he is too selfish & self-cented..Yesterday he bought donut for me and we qurrel, i dun know should believe in wat he say, story change too fast..?I called nicole to seek for her advise, To nicole : Realli thanks for spending so much time listening to me..sianz... If alan did something very wrong, i will breakup with him but he didnt do anything wrong...And now he is at his lowest point, I now leave him is too cruel..(isnt?)I joined a Taiwan instrutor's workshop, his step is damm cool and hard..I realli sweat LOT WOR.. when going out tat instrutor hold me back & talk to me.."U can catch the step quite well, But you dun have much attitdudes... Love urself more.. cos if you keep dancing like that dun draw ppl's attantion to you, no matter how good are you, ppl wont know... "" Tomolo coming for classes ? Tomolo rememeber let me see you, draw my attantion to you ? k ?" hahaha my heart stopped a sec time.. hahahaaIts LATE !!! JUST now i went toilet i KILLED 2 XIAO QIANG !!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeGood morning yah.... Vry sleeply & tired & body Ache.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
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