Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Tired, Very Sleepy now...... Have cry the whole day....Realli thanks for the friends who comfort me so much.. Like Choo & Yuanyi...Feel realli much better after a great cry & Counseling from them..Actually i should to "See" open, i cant always think tat how friends return my kindness...Cos wat i do is ALL by my own Will.... !! I cannot Complaint so much....Today i have show some attidudes towards them (i know i shouldnt do it), Esp mh ?I think she quite mind, i kanna from her too.. (i dun know if is i think too much again)...I think i need to visit "Xin li yi sheng", cos im been thinking too much & depresstion.... I keep feeling ppl look down on me all this, Friends have ill-treat me.. & have a harsh to bang my head on the wall & walk out the road ? its late.... Everyone been working hard this few days.. (alot alot OT)Hopefully next month got more money to shop !!!Btw i bought a Vest for mh, erm.... Hopefully it will arrive before 6 june.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:21 PM
Monday, May 28, 2007
"Ling The study thing already ask you long time ago & we say Study together this course but now you say u fear, i also, that's y we need to faster study. All my fault, u slowly think, I very far from you all,Dont have a feel of Close friend,Known for so many yr for wat? Die more better "Just Because i Repeat " Can give me more time to think wan to study mah, I dunt have any confident in study, i worried too, Ok lah my fault for Let you wait, SORRY "I know im a VERY VERY VERY*100000000000000 Lousy Fren, Maybe i should leave this world instead (Stop bringing pain to humans / Frens ?) Her sms is making me piss... I already feel very bad le, She still like tat.. I having this depresstion feeling among FRIENDS.. & i trying to DO my best towards friends..Did i do anything wrong... ? Why they wan more & more & more from me ? I already realli tried my BEST liao.To plan everything to sms EVERYONE !! huh... you all think this not stress mah ?I CAN JUST DUN SMS ANYONE.. Let me tell you all, This feeling realli S**K !! I having this feeling tat everyone taking me for Granted ? Or i think too much... I know whoever like to dance OR wanna learn dance, I look out.. but yet ? A cold SUPER cold reply ?AM i too KPO or wat ? WHY am i Spending all this F**king time to do all this... Look out thing which you guys like den if i have money i buy for you all.... WHY SHOULD I WASTE THIS KIND OF MONEY ?
♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:22 PM
Saturday, May 26, 2007
Yesterday we help choochoo celebrate her birthday on the DOT on 12am @ 26 May...... I hope she dun take for granted, Ok lah.. was realli fun at her house, Realli miss tat kind of feeling...Everyone sit together Chit Chat, Laugh & Play..... Choo's house realli have alot alot SOFT toy. (OMG)At the susprise we even bought her Fav. STRAWBERRY cake... (Thanks Fen for her effort to get tat flavour)..Realli long time nv see Candy, haha... Oh yah.. We even takes some photo... Shall Post it when fen have send it to me. Was thinking of Dun-Talk-too-much yesterday... But SOMEHOW out-of-Control.. haha.. Talk talk talk somemore i laugh so LOUD.. haiz... Feel guilty After leaving her house... **Sweat**I sleep at 4 plus yesterday Cos of watching tv.. Now very very very Sleeply...Sianz yesterday class saw a bunch of girl (some from my class) will for some pref practice... I was thinking, Why i dun have any chance de.. Maybe i should just join some MV class ? Xiao zhu or jolin's MTV dance.. (Cough)Do i look very No-Money type ? Ppl been asking me weird question..... Tired.......................... My life is a mess (Actually is not de... But just i been thinking realli too much)
♥ the world will turn WILD.
4:08 PM
Friday, May 25, 2007
Sianz...... Nowaday my mood changes very fast.... & Thinking alot.... What's frens for ? Is it for a sec of Loneliness (hope tat i spell correct) ? I joining Jazz class (intro) @ monday 8-9pm if there's anyone who is interested......Dun realli feel like blogging nowaday... Alan just met a accident, heng tat he's not tat serious... But he keep thinking of changing bike now.. haiz.TODAY meeting brian 730 to practice, i totally forget all the step last week.HOPEFULLY today can see Huang Chuan yi !!! and take cute n nice photo with him !! A Tall n Handsome Boy..... !!k lah.. Go to dance liao.... ~
♥ the world will turn WILD.
5:49 PM
Friday, May 18, 2007
Today is Brian's birthday !! Just have dinner with him & Zixin... !
We went in to a italian resturant... we ate pasta, One plate is $18 !! den he still order a pizza...
AND it HIS TREAT !!! ...
Talk alot & Chat alot with them.. about dance ~
Music Forest Just called them to ask them wan to pref mah for 30 may... den the practice will fall on 19,20 & 21.
But i didnt receive any call, haiz i start to think alot.... am i too lousy? so they nv call me?
Sad case rite..........
Some how i was thinking why i spending so much money on dance, it is ok? will i have a chance?
Since very last time until now is like i pref 2 time onli ? very little......
Even belly dance i no longer perf liao, cos not enough... is like suddenly... all no chance like tat....
Sianzz & Tired.....
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:50 AM
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
This is one the Shoe i wan to order.. !! Pailion 's black @ $120 plus... hehehe going to order once i receive PAY~Finally can OWN one Pair liao.... !Dance - I not going to continuing Pat's class so soon, I mostly will join LA dance connection, Kunda's Cousin Andy cai in teaching there of cos not because of him... T____Ta They got this course "Super-Stretch", Sound cool hor.. Hopefully Join liao its can improve my "Stretch-ing" alot...The class is the same time as Pat's class but its 8 lesson - $108...Was planning to buy studio wu's unlimted card, and join alot classes... one week 4 class den one class onli $9.. cos the card is $140 monthly... ^^tired. go sleep...Tomolo wake up.. is a new dayA happy ME
♥ the world will turn WILD.
6:09 PM
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Alot Of work today... Suppose to come early this morning to rush the work but i took wrong bus..
I took 74e (express bus) from amk -> Clememti .. den im lost there, So i called my fren to ask if there have other bus to AIA, HENG ah.. have 61 but the traffic is damm jam... !!
Today's mood very moody dun know, the feeling is like something is not right..
Was thinking re-take 3G, after a deep tot plus have a serious talk with gene(zixin), and think back of wat carol told us.. We didnt realli give in effort.. example: can spend 10-15 min at home so sit-up or sketcking...
Is like abit waste lor the money, we agree tat we do improve quite alot in style / skill / confident...
But we can do more de, just we are not hardworking enough.... gene is thinking of re-take den every day force ourself to have 10-15min's exserice @ home.
actually we suppose to have a showcase @ butterfactory for our graduatin.. but cos our class is very slace for the attendent... the very first 1 or 2 month got nearly 20 ppl in the class.. now onli have 8-10 student.... shock rite?
Now i doing hahaha ~ Mum always complaint that i stuck in the toilet bowl is it, i do sketcking most of the time..
3 min left leg, 3 min right leg... den warm up 4 min... den bent down 4 min... ^^ ...
was thinking of joining jazz or moderm dance.. !!
Ok lah... back to work liao ~
heh
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:55 PM
Saturday, May 5, 2007
Music Forest Dance Exam today for our class Hiphop Adv... Gene dun sound like wanna continue, But me also abit like waste money b'cos is quite ex the class there..About the Test today... Xiao Ke Say my feel is good but the step abit forget here and there, I was happy to heard tat but onli can share with fren and not alan.. Alan totally dun care about my dance n Anything.. Didnt even ask a question..Share with fren also good lor.. At least they courage me better den him. Most of my Dancemate say i dance realli well, realli very happy about those comment they make for me... I trutly believe my confident have gone up.. I DARE to do the expresstion with my eyes looking at myself !! I realli happy about myself's pref today... !!Ok i go eat liao... !! BTW ..... reggea is realli more tired den hiphop... reggea all using the body part which i dun realli use it...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:28 AM
Thursday, May 3, 2007
didnt go to dance (3G) today...!! Working OT now... Yesterday Watched Spider Man 3 with my Aia's frens..
Quite a nice show but compare to 1 and 2 rite.. abit... ^^; When i watching it, Got a part which Peter Parker & Mary talking.. PP is very selfish, Onli think for himself..This Hor.. Remind me and Alan, Im MJ and he's PP.. If you guys can truly understand how's MJ feel den u can understand me too ~ hahahaha !!D=
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:03 PM
Tuesday, May 1, 2007
Realli love all my Frens.... ~ hahahahaYesterday we Went to munhwa's house to watch movie !!! I reach around 11plus (meet fen @ 711 to buy drink, I brough COFFEE! to keep me awake)... Fang reach @ 10, know wat.. she bought red wine & beer.. *cough*At first we watched Mr bean Holiday, quite sad cos the DVD cannot make it... so We changed to HOLLOWMAN 2.. A nice Movie !! Bloody Screen....After watching HollowMan 2 is around 3 plus ( Glare @ fen.. She fall asleep halfway the movie.. hahaha )When everyone is start to fall asleep, we decide to move to MAC liao ~ at least there wont fall asleep (cos is outside), I call candy to meet us for breakfast @ mac... (she's sleeping also..) D= ?After Breakfast... we are surfin @ friendster (see our Old frens's acc)... surf until around 6 plus !! AND its starting to RAIN !!... heng tat candy's bf willing to sent everyone house !!! realli thanks !! So sweet of him !!K lah.. i go eat lunch liao... er le ~
♥ the world will turn WILD.
1:31 PM
